2late

"never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away & going away means forgetting"

-peter pan 

sand kissed farewell

& tonight she's taking chances, she's gonna take a chance 

making memories out of what she has left.

embracing the last piece of presence she will ever have of 

him 

she will not forget today

she will not forget 

one perfect memory 

of her last day with him

she will not forget

i guarantee 

she will not forget 

because she has to leave it all behind 

she has to leave all of this behind 

one last day with the full moon 

reflecting on the beach 

she will never forget this&him.

shes leaving on a monday.

suddenly between 

tears 

sheets 

and lashes 

i am reminded of why i dont do this:

i fall too quickly 

i dont want you to forget me 

when you leave 

when your gone 

will you write?

or will you call? 

i need a rainy day 

4rayne

I don’t know what I should like to say: I love you. You are beautiful. Never leave me. 

It seems I hear all of this and yet he says only one word,

my name

or something 

or his laughter 

i only hear one thing

and I realize I have never heard him say it this way before;

because that way feels like a way in which 

he has always been saying. 

& i stop and i understand 

it was never & never will be 

goodbye is enough 

the last thing was 

“Goodbye,” I whispered at last, when it no longer matters, and there is no one to hear it 

but the window.

wishes

i wish i could tell you 

i wish i could tell you

i wish i could tell you 

i wish i could tell you

spin around & loose control of your buttons

pick up

pass me the phone 

its time for a conversation 

I am a metaphor 

help?

without you i feel:

small 

insignificant 

cold 

& incredibly lonely 

with you i feel:

i feel alive 

important 

happy 

joyful 

but still incredibly lonely 

it doesnt make any sense 

i will cherish you

you're the best thing i never knew i needed 

because everything seems right

my only relief is to sleep. when i’m sleeping, i’m not sad, i’m not angry, i’m not lonely, i’m nothing.

soft music for your heart&soul

Dream - Priscilla Ahn 

the s t a r s smiled down on me

god answered in silent reverie. 

i said a prayer and fell asleep. 

goodnight

whatever i want it to be.

love can be whatever i want it to be

no one can tell me 

what love feels like and how and when to love

love is whatever i think it is 

and what i want it to be 

not what you tell me it is supposed to be.

 

my feelings 

not yours 

i love 

you dont. 

hiiii

You amaze me 

you inspire me 

you make me 

you can break me 

you move me 

you love me 

& i do 2

im here, always.

my world revolves around your soul. 

plastic spoons 

lets collect spoons. 

instant

i swear baby

I'M READY TO FALL 

im ready. 

cherish

the simple things get the best of me.

talk is cheap

their words mean

n o t h i n g

Every day I have the urge to talk to you, but then I don’t, reminding myself that if you wanted to talk to me

you would. 

at all at all

"i dance with myself, i drink myself down. Found people to love, left people to drown. I'm not scared to jump, I'm not scared to fall. If there was nowhere to land i wouldn't be scared at all"

-florence+the machine 

i could feel my eyes turning into dust.

only.

Only love makes you run around in the rain without feeling cold.

without shivering 

without feeling like you're freezing 

Only love numbs you out like that 

only love 

& only love still lets you feel every fucking cell in your body.

it feels up the empty spaces inside

if that is what a dream is supposed to do 

then i dream of being with you 

(& they make you feel whole)

Accro à tes sens, je frise l’effervescence

translate:

hooked on your senses, im on the verge of turmoil. 

hi im a

wallflower 

lets be wallflower friends?

i feel as if

i dont mean anything to anyone anymore. 

whatever this is

just

TRUST

its always better

to keep to yourself

(people are people)

oh my

his smile
his laugh
his smile

he makes my heart flutter
and his smile makes my day

("everytime you smile i smile")

only

just thoughts

just a txt away

we found a way to communicate

dont let that go

to loose the way

really

don't leave when i push you away, that's when i need you the most.

whats going on?

this cant be happening

i cant keep on like this

i promise 

i didnt do anything wrong.. 

very very

new tunes 4your soul.

Frou Frou - Let Go

so let go , yeah let go. 

just get in 

oh its amazing here 

it's alright 

cause there's beauty in the breakd o  w n 

bend & break

it was all a big mistake 

i need to feel you.

&your breeze

itsnogame.

she always falls inlove way 2 fast, maybe because she has so much love to give?

feel

i love you. 

today you are loved. 

when you read this, know that there is one person who loves you. 

smile :) 

heeeeeeey

dont underestimate her 

shes not me.. 

please

the red light, turns green after a while 

& your off

takecare, miss me 

cause i know ill miss you

it hit me hard

i so didnt see this coming. 

ill miss you.

just stay please stay. 

you were right

people always leave. 

thank you god.

my 11:11 wish last night 

was grey skies 

rain 

& a conversation with you. 

grey skies check

rain check 

you check 

hold on 2 wtv you have left.

we all wait for something 

everyone waits 

everything will be alright

talk to me.. 

i told you before and ill tell you now 

im your person.