brush it off&enjoy

i dont think ill every be good enough 

for 

anyone 

& that scares me 

they fill your head

youre thoughts get lost in all the chaos

but they always find their way back

ill always come back

& you'll always creep back

its a cycle

comeback

its always the little things that i miss the most. 

youre better than them

dont let anyone bring you down 

smile & walk away 

try it.

we're getting closer

i just need closure 

here you go

i can do whatever i want

sometimes 

late at night 

it h i t s me 

this is my life. 

i can be whoever i want to be 

no one can control me but me

tick tock

i'll wait for you to come around 

because i know if you were me 

you'd wait 2

dont be afraid

its always worth asking 

someone to stay 

you never know the answer 

might be y e s.

just white

& then one day 

you'll find yourself in this room 

with this state of mind 

you'll feel free 

but you'll be trapped 

& you realize 

you're lost in white petals 

white rose petals 

and you sink in.. 

& you embrace this state of mind. 

& you'll never want it to fade away

im hiding 

come find me

zzz there's my splash

bold bright light

we wont fade 

we both know it 

just like the stars 

we're both here 

to stay 

without you its dead

your like the smoke to my cigarette 

be careful

dont care so much for one person 

you'll forget about yourself 

love vs obsession 

call me miss dont care. 

fast

& its a splash 

a beautiful splash of color 

like a rainbow 

wonderful color s p l a s h 

feel

im just an ordinary girl 

really 

not a waste of time

didnt know where i was 

i found my way 

and im on the perfect path 

a new light 

call me luxe 

where are you going with this?

missing everything 

but loving my new everything 

i am miss nothing 

wanting everything 

hold onto to something 

letting go of one thing