june

but all she will ever do is

push push push push me away

sometimes

i cant

what more can i do

what more can i say

i cant just walk away

i mean it

i would die for you

thats exactly how much you mean to me..

you changed my life

& everyday before i go to bed

i thank you

and you

and you

i'm grateful

i love you all

yes it's a great gift

some people just

exist

once upon a time

it felt like

she was saying the saddest story ever

looking right into her eyes

was like the saddest love story

ever

oh the sweet taste of new york

maybe

he was my escape and sometimes that can feel an awful lot like love.

follow

everyone can dream

everyone needs dreams

youre never 2 old

and never 2 young

i just want to be your friend

& i'll sing my heart out

& i'll cry my heart out

i'll write you a song

& if i draw a tear will that make things clear?

then you can see whats really hurting me?

you're my only song

my master symphony

you're the only one worth crying for

i'll help you

i'll hold you

i'll want you

i'll give you love

i need your love

infinity

a small part of you will always

always

always

be with me.

heartaches and heart breaks

ships sink and eyes blink

50 bullets she misses

for a thousand sweet kisses

like a feather

id like to float away

& im giving up on you

like you gave up on me

some kind of love.

deep

i miss looking into your eyes

that feeling my heart gets when i look at them

i miss that feeling

i miss those eyes.

let me haunt you

in your dreams where you go

let me be your ghost

ill be there to keep you safe

and scare away everything

that needs to be replaced

maps

along with a tired self

along with being always lost

along with everything

along with my tired tired soul

i feel totally in control

and i dont know where to go..

that feeling

its like my mind is floating in some other galaxy

taking a trip along and in between the stars

im here physically but

my mind, body &soul are not

and it feels like

i'm in peace, just hovering

sweetly released

her silent cry for help

listen to her

its one big canvas

life = art

(paint freely)

you can always trust me

open up to someone about something

or write it down

& set it free

dont fool yourself

all your pluses add up

to nothing.