i cant promise you anything

saviour or ( US ) savior (ˈseɪvjə)
— n
	a person who rescues another person or a thing from danger or harm

december music

stars - the xx

we can give it time, so much time

if you want me, let me know

if you want me, why go?

if somebody has got a soul

but as everything turns more

fragil e

& as the stages of metamorphosis

seem to overlap

&pass by

i need to learn to be patient

i need to learn how to speak

you know

but you dont want to

& you dont want me to tell you

we're going no where

& nothing ever feels good enough

you can't puncture the cocoon

& when things start to turn into illusions

i learned to believe in magic

& i learned that sometimes

things simply dont exist

i go through catharsis

i learn to be patient

i think it might be a breakdown

lack of color - stars dying

the darkness

of what seems to be what everyone

calls existence

turns into stagnation

the fires out - you cant keep me warm

break me out

at this scary point

where i cant abide

incompetence

but you can shape me

you can help me

i can learn to be patient

even when im defenseless

& youre the shield

i can break out

i can transform

(its called careless)

i dont blame you

i dont like me either

trying to be someone

but it's really because

i'm nothing

you're the reason

im hopeless

but for me, when our eyes meet

i know its mag i c

(forbidden)

but it felt so r e a l

all bundled

with a voice as raw as yours

and a voice as soft as mine.

you should be careful who you fall for

i need to hear new stories

long talks of words

from nothing to everything

i need new connections

like fire&ice

i need to make new memories

i need to go out and look for them

i know you're out there

somewhere

some w h e r e ?

how will i find you

little signs

and little things

pretty lights and crystal tears

when?

how?

help me unite & ignite the fires that are dying to shine

the light thats dimmed in my lonely corners

the ones that need to be brightened

take the cold rusty locket

and make it warm

when? how?

where

where are you

(come find me)

teach me

in the sea

i can hear you whisper from across the water

i want you bad

i want you here

i want you endlessly

awarness

love is the movement

but this is for you

stranger

i think you're magical

its been a while

i just want you to know

that im here

every drop of blood in my body

every aching bone

every scar

and

every vein

i give

to you

m y self

thats all.

situations

dont go

was all you said

but theres no reason for me to stay.

i dont blame you

you could do better

im not the best

so you could do better

you did better

it rains here often

and with every drop that sprinkles down

i think of you

i think of you

i could love you forever

when youre torn

ripped apart in two

when youre in a daze

when things go wrong

and everything is hazy

when youre in doubt

when you think youre loosing

when you think its all going down

and then you have a bit of hope

but it lets you down

when you trap yourself in a blue room

to feel comfort

when you wash everything away with tears

when all you want to do is run away.

UNITE

dan

i was scared

i was scared to get to know you

i was scared to meet you

i was scared to talk to you

your smile is a reflection of him

you remind me of him

the way he walked

and the way he moved

i was scared

that if i got to know you

i would fall for you

like i fell for him

i was scared i wouldn't be able to let you go

i was scared i wont be able to see you again

i was scared

it was what it was

nothing

comment t'appelles tu?

call me

l i l a c

cant pretend anymore

i've gotten to the point

where i no longer care

i am what you see

i have nothing to hide

im open to anyone who wants to get to know me

im willing to share with you

i'm an open book.

hurts

the fragile part of me

(breaksme)

float

coming back home from and ugly day
feeling pretty

but I've been sober for so long

sometimes its legendary

the one thing i always find myself doing

is falling in love with strangers

& i know some say that its impossible and that what i feel cant possibly be real

but

it a beautiful rush, a thrill - it really is.

its momentary, its eye catching, its fleeting and swift, and its calm

it doesn't break you and it wont hurt you

it gives you shivers

right then and right there

at the moment

& nothing can happen that would make it bitter

its sincere and its sweet

&then it f a d e s away

That moment when a stranger tells you
"You're beautiful"

not feeling well

physically and emotionally

hello

sunny day tunes

Pack up - Eliza Doolittle

im trying to care a little less

when you start to have faith in me again

im inspired

and when people start to believe

in m e

i'm inspired

im inspired to do so much

it inspires me to inspire YOU

a cigarette doesn't define you

you and your box of reds

what do you want 2 call this feeling?

Attached? Yes
In love? Maybe
Obsessed? No

A life lived with thrill
Is a life filled with sin

hi im purple

let the color sink in your veins

find color

hide color

lose color

feel color

control color

mix color

paint with colors

& look for color

try to see

just ok

im losing my fuckingmind

but thats okay

but the desire

when you're here everything is more vivid

the fog in my life seems to be gone

and everything is clear

you increase my senses

its as if i can see more

and i can feel more

but when you leave

i feel

nothing

self

loose heart

words flowing

thoughts singing

eyes shut

soul sinking

simple mind set f r e e

stardust

& when i lost the black ribbon

i lost you.

FEED MY SOUL

FEED MY SOUL

i secretly hoped you would say

"im not gonna give up"

cheat on her

new york

l: (you) are beautiful - did you think of me when you were there?

a: and much in synch with your character

& yes i did think of you in the beautiful city, i did.

takemethere

everything i love

i will eventually lose

(theres no point anymore)

i wrote you a thousand letters

that i never had the courage to send

& i keep them all in the same black journal

self-loathing

damn

the things i forget to remember vs the things i forget to forget

"you're"

and she whispered

"lie to me, lie to me, just lie to me"

and he said

"you're beautiful"

i want to create

i want to create something

anything

something beautiful

i need you like

the blood in my veins

unite

we come together

with music on bus rides

we come together

in a room with paint

we come together

in a gallery

we come together

in vintage ruins

we come together

when lights are flashing

we come together

when its raining

we come together

when we need warmth

we come together

when we need a shoulder to cry on

we come together

when we want to open up

we come together

when we just want to sing

we come together

rose petals

your skin and bones have never looked

so beautiful

let the days just slip by

and run down your fingers

catharsis

lets tip toe on the stars

& creep on the moon

every artist belongs in paris.

think of me when skies are grey

think of me when they start to cry

think of me think of me

this is

please remember me

mybeautifulballerina

come fly with me

they'll take it from you

hide away

what once was yours