cheat on her

new york

l: (you) are beautiful - did you think of me when you were there?

a: and much in synch with your character

& yes i did think of you in the beautiful city, i did.

takemethere

everything i love

i will eventually lose

(theres no point anymore)

i wrote you a thousand letters

that i never had the courage to send

& i keep them all in the same black journal

self-loathing