no pulse?

my heart.

it beats, and beats.

all this time i thought that the only reason it does, is because of you.

you make it race, you make it slow down.

but it doesnt beat for you, my heart is not for you.

false love. love one big allusion.

i dont need your love

& if thats what you are doing, if thats love.

then i dont want to be in love

my heart deserves someone else.

my heart beats dont only revolve around you.

i want to move from my room, to a stage.

" to me new york was a jackson pollock, sipping vodka & dripping paint over a raw canvas " 

as long as we have our music, nothing can tear us apart.

only asking for love.

if  there is no love from their family 

and no love from their friends 

how can someone love their selves? 

[loveforyoursister,loveforyourdaughter,loveforyourfriend]

i guess not this time, not today. 

some other day.

ill always wear the key.

its just a part of me.