i wrote you a thousand letters

that i never had the courage to send

& i keep them all in the same black journal

self-loathing

damn

the things i forget to remember vs the things i forget to forget

"you're"

and she whispered

"lie to me, lie to me, just lie to me"

and he said

"you're beautiful"

i want to create

i want to create something

anything

something beautiful