it was all meant to be

would you believe me or would you agree?

[you cant agree to disagree]

my tears

are streaming down my face. 

leaving blurriness in my eyes, twisted unclear visions. 

salty taste in my mouth. 

& my heart un-wraping & shattering into pieces. 

i cant pick them up. 

mommy, daddy.

all im asking for is;

the love for your daughter.

they all say;

you don't hate them, you just hate what they're doing. 

but i'm hating who their becoming, & who their becoming is who they are. 

[i want the loving kind, the caring kind. please?]

did i catch your eye?

happy thanksgiving

what are you thankful for?

[i am thankful for; joy&lex&thoughts]

something wrong?

im fine. 

totally fine. 

[fine is not good, not good is bad.]