i never

said that i wont try. 

i never said i wont brake the doors as soon as i would remember.

i never said i wont polish it until its sparkles. 

i never said i wont be there for you. 

i never said i wont hold you. 

i never said i wont kiss you, because i want to. 

but i wont kiss the tears off your cheeks. 

i wont understand what you say. 

i wont get to see things the way you do. 

i wont remember everything you told me. 

i wont look at you when you don't want to be seen.

i wont feel you when your gone. 

but ill say something anyway 

i will try to feel you. 

i will 

i will 

ill mess up. ill forget. ill fuck up. 

but i never said i wont try. 

i will. i promise, ill trytrytry.