perfect sun - breathe it in

thanx 4the phone call

dont worry

all this isnt real.

what you feel

can never be real.

far away at the break of day

not yours 

and not mine 

ours 

this is our escape. 

welcome

nothing really matters 

& no one really wins.

hippie

in this room 

this place 

that garden 

yes this is where i meet you. 

now all i want to do is 

forget you. 

cotton candy sweet

her voice

sweet

& melancholy

a perfect ring to it

a voice that fills you with hope.

dont mind if you show it

broken 

left there 

cold and broken 

a beauty 

a fairy-tale princess 

broken 

How?

Why?

don't cry 

he should've known you were shy 

don't worry 

shattered like a perfect piece of glass 

sharp edges 

but easily fixed 

why'd you leave her there 

Beautifully broken?

once you turn black theres no going back

2show you i care

even when we part 

she will always have 

a place in my heart. 

no matter what. 

i wish i could call you & tell you i care 

but will you listen?

or 

will you just stand there?

(i dont think you'll listen. i wish you did)

but optimism is powerful

all black phase 

yes i feel that way 

i have gotten to the point. 

tired

i said i'm sorry

& i said i'll try

im sure that

this loneliness is 

Temporary 

you do something to me that i cant explain 

so would i be completely out of line to say: 

"i miss you" 

mislead

• im pushing you away because i cant let you stay. 

look.

dont worry you'll be okay

reckless 

hopeless dreamer 

hold on

be strong 

goodbye

hello hello 

miss me?

i miss you

i think about you all the time. 

only with you

i try to make myself so vague 

but with you 

im as clear as 

shiny glass.

welcome

i know you're here 

i wake up 

& i know i can feel you 

like i did once before when you were around. 

i can feel your presence 

i really can 

i wish i wish i wish

you are here.

late night phone calls 

so wheres my medication ?

its unhealthy exactly how much i think of you.

something about you

the way you make me feel 

is so unreal 

its something that is not meant to be hidden 

the way you make me feel 

i'm convinced

i'll never be her 

& i'll never be like her 

maybe thats why you gave up on me. 

because all your life your going to look for someone 

exactly like her. 

& you thought that girl was me. 

but i am me. 

i am not her. 

im sorry to let you down. 

away a w a y

nothing left 2 say 

i blew you away 

your just another sparkle 

another pretty little grain.

i need 2find one.

will you be my muse?

ive been looking for one. 

& i found you. 

be my muse 

i'd like a muse. 

overover

a rush of something. 

a rush of something powerful 

its a rush 

i feel it creeping up my veins 

one by one.

we all relate to one another 

& we all intertwine with eachother. 

we all come together. 

suited up.

your curls 

    & your voice 

think

dont assume things 

please 

ask be4 you do. 

smile, its gonna be a good day

i wont change.

like it or leave it 

i dont care 

this is who i am. 

lesson learned

take control of your own life

sometimes peoples advice

is not what you need

and not the right way to the paths you want to take

take the advice that feels right

& dont listen to one person

if somethings wrong

if what your getting is not what you like

then change what youre doing

& find someone

who will like you

for who you are.

goodmorning

brush it off & smile

todays a new day 

yesterdays the past 

smile & carry on 

remember to be like the stars 

& to always shine. 

look it up

to be in need or want:

necessary 

leave it out.

i was on the edge 

but i think i'm 

breaking down 

missing

i need you here with me 

i really need you 

i need you 

please 

call me. 

hey can you

just leave me alone 

with my thoughts 

stressful nights

a good cry 

will always help 

a good cry. 

your stardust is all i have left of you

no one's behind me.

help me 

i'm lost 

help me

come look for me 

im lost 

i run cause deep down inside 

i want to be chased 

come look 4 me. 

come follow me

i am i n v i s i b l e

if i cant be beautiful 

i'd like to feel invisible 

i feel invisible 

up in the sky

i look up at the sky 

the sky thats filled with diamonds 

*sigh*

i wonder 

are you somewhere out there 

looking at the same sparkles 

the full moon fools me & whispers to me 

"he is thinking of you 2darling i can see him, i can read him"

tell her what she wants to hear

tell her she's worth it 

she deserves it 

because she is 

jigsaw

there's this piece of you thats always

with me

its with me

its around me

its in everywhere i go

& everything i see.

new perspectives? new friends?

it would be nice to meet new people

i need a good change

i need good vibes