Sunday, August 30, 2009
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Wednesday, August 26, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Friday, August 21, 2009
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Friday, August 14, 2009
i hate the way i feel when i think about you.
i hate the way i feel when i look at your picture.
i hate the way i get when i get close to you.
i still dont understand where we went wrong?
Thursday, August 13, 2009
So much has changed in what seems like such little time.
I loved someone a lot, or atleast i thought i did and one day I woke up and I realized what moving on really is.
There's such a big difference between getting over something and getting through it. I got through with it all, but if one day he came up to me and told me that he sincerely loved me just the way i loved him, I wouldn't resist that. no i wouldn't. not what you were expecting to read. It's funny how things work out right? One day you think you'll be best friends with someone forever and one day you're just not anymore. All I know for sure is that when you love someone, I mean truly love someone, whether it's a friend or boyfriend or girlfriend wtv, you never stop loving them.
Think about it.
I've moved on, yes.
But a part of me will always belong to him, I will always have that part of me that loves him. & someday ill look back at those days. & remember that he once made me smile.
your lips were here. your lips were here. our lips were here. your lips were here.
your lips wont be here anymore.
I feel like I'm holding onto something when I shouldn't be.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
When you go to sleep tonight, who will you pray for? for your family who is always there to support and love you or for your friends who say there gonna be there then leave or lie or did you pray for forgiveness from a sin that is impossible to be forgiven?. Who will you stay up until 11:11 for? The guy your in love with or who you think your "involve" with, or your best friend who isn't talking to you?
Did you wish for someone to love you? Did you wish for someone to hold you? Did you wish for him or her? Have you been hurt, so deeply heartbroken that nothing or no one will ever make you as happy as you used to be?
It hurts, doesn't it.
The feeling, knowing something or someone is so perfect for you, but you realize that it's imagination that's got you this far that it was just a useless dream that you know might never come true!.
Nothing more than useless wishes on 4 matching numbers. 4 matching numbers that are just for fucking numbers?
just wishing for something that is guaranteed not to come true. & having people tell you " its gonna be okay" when you know its not okay, because you want to relive that moment-when you smiled and closed your eyes and thought its real.
Nothing more than a knot in your stomach that has yet to get loosen..
(i read something like this a while ago and i made it my own)
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
summer slowly came by and left..
my summer wasnt the summer where i hang out with friends, go to partys and get drunk, or fun nights and days at the beach and no summer love.