leave me.

your stardust to remember you by.

yes.

"you cant destroy the past. 

but you can create the future. "

[create wisely]

they both

keep your feet on the ground. 

[ GRAVITY AND CREATIVITY ]

take this advice;

" smile when your sad, love what you got, & always remember what you had, forgive but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret, people change, & things go wrong. But always remember life goes on " 

             - jude 

[thank you. i love you]

Soft Rock Star - Metric

because

at the end of the day. 

all i'm gonna have is my; 

thoughts.

floating effortlessly

im just going to let the paper hearts in the air fly smoothly to me instead of running after a paper thats gonna land somewhere else. 

[i hope you find me ] 

maybe your not my paper heart but at least you can try. *

reminds

me of a special you

i care&stuff

&

When you just can't think about anything else
And you give so much that you lose yourself
It's a beautiful thing

[ is it really ? ]

reckless

someone like you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qXk_KVNfInU&feature=popt00us00

amazing cover.
wow.




i hope its gonna make you notice someone like me.

sleep

i feel sleepless.

its so hard to sleep when theres so much on your mind. 

when you just cant help but think about; 

tomorrow?

or the fact that your crush wont ever like you the way you do?

or how your parents pick sides & there never on yours?

or who are you gonna sit with at the lunch table?

or how can we ever make this work?

or how can i get someone to believe in me?

or whats gonna happen to her?

or how did we end up like this.?

but mostly why is it that im feeling lost. 

when im clearly on the right path. 

and cold

very very cold. 

i need you, the person ive been thinking off the person who is making me sleepless. 

i need you to make me warm.

i need you i really do. 

happy tears

[or sad tears hidden behind a smile?]

SMILE.

because your here. 

its true that "every time is rains, it stops raining" but everytime your hurt you will heal and there is light through the darkness. & everyday you wake up in the morning you might never get to see tomorrow even when you choose to believe that the night will last forever. 

but the truth is nothing will last forever. 

everything has an ending to it. 

the good or the bad. 

so just smile 

and take it in. 

just smile.

(:

i never

said that i wont try. 

i never said i wont brake the doors as soon as i would remember.

i never said i wont polish it until its sparkles. 

i never said i wont be there for you. 

i never said i wont hold you. 

i never said i wont kiss you, because i want to. 

but i wont kiss the tears off your cheeks. 

i wont understand what you say. 

i wont get to see things the way you do. 

i wont remember everything you told me. 

i wont look at you when you don't want to be seen.

i wont feel you when your gone. 

but ill say something anyway 

i will try to feel you. 

i will 

i will 

ill mess up. ill forget. ill fuck up. 

but i never said i wont try. 

i will. i promise, ill trytrytry.

so hard

why did i get myself into this. 

sometimes you have a part of you that really wants to let go, and one day you say im letting go. 

but then you find yourself going back. 

and when it starts to spark up again. 

you let go. 

and then you cant take it anymore. 

cause you just have to go back. 

i dont have to go back. i want to. but i cant. 

[yes they are on the floor.]

i cant

over

those three words are never enough

ive gone mad

it all about that moment and nothing else that keeps me going.

Very lost
so many doubts so many doubts taking over the good truths.
so many doubts.

my eyes are open, and everything is so clear but vague at the same time.
very lost very lost