Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Sunday, September 20, 2009
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Friday, September 18, 2009
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
Monday, September 7, 2009
Saturday, September 5, 2009
i feel sleepless.
its so hard to sleep when theres so much on your mind.
when you just cant help but think about;
or the fact that your crush wont ever like you the way you do?
or how your parents pick sides & there never on yours?
or who are you gonna sit with at the lunch table?
or how can we ever make this work?
or how can i get someone to believe in me?
or whats gonna happen to her?
or how did we end up like this.?
but mostly why is it that im feeling lost.
when im clearly on the right path.
very very cold.
i need you, the person ive been thinking off the person who is making me sleepless.
i need you to make me warm.
i need you i really do.
Friday, September 4, 2009
because your here.
its true that "every time is rains, it stops raining" but everytime your hurt you will heal and there is light through the darkness. & everyday you wake up in the morning you might never get to see tomorrow even when you choose to believe that the night will last forever.
but the truth is nothing will last forever.
everything has an ending to it.
the good or the bad.
so just smile
and take it in.
said that i wont try.
i never said i wont brake the doors as soon as i would remember.
i never said i wont polish it until its sparkles.
i never said i wont be there for you.
i never said i wont hold you.
i never said i wont kiss you, because i want to.
but i wont kiss the tears off your cheeks.
i wont understand what you say.
i wont get to see things the way you do.
i wont remember everything you told me.
i wont look at you when you don't want to be seen.
i wont feel you when your gone.
but ill say something anyway
i will try to feel you.
ill mess up. ill forget. ill fuck up.
but i never said i wont try.
i will. i promise, ill trytrytry.
why did i get myself into this.
sometimes you have a part of you that really wants to let go, and one day you say im letting go.
but then you find yourself going back.
and when it starts to spark up again.
you let go.
and then you cant take it anymore.
cause you just have to go back.
i dont have to go back. i want to. but i cant.
[yes they are on the floor.]