Saturday, December 3, 2011

i cant promise you anything

saviour or ( US ) savior (ˈseɪvjə) [Click for IPA pronunciation guide]
a person who rescues another person or a thing from danger or harm

Wednesday, November 30, 2011

december music

stars - the xx

we can give it time, so much time

if you want me, let me know
if you want me, why go?

Sunday, November 27, 2011

if somebody has got a soul

but as everything turns more
fragil e
& as the stages of metamorphosis
seem to overlap
&pass by
i need to learn to be patient
i need to learn how to speak
you know
but you dont want to
& you dont want me to tell you
we're going no where
& nothing ever feels good enough
you can't puncture the cocoon
& when things start to turn into illusions
i learned to believe in magic
& i learned that sometimes
things simply dont exist
i go through catharsis
i learn to be patient
i think it might be a breakdown
lack of color - stars dying
the darkness
of what seems to be what everyone
calls existence
turns into stagnation
the fires out - you cant keep me warm
break me out
at this scary point
where i cant abide
but you can shape me
you can help me
i can learn to be patient
even when im defenseless
& youre the shield
i can break out
i can transform

(its called careless)

Saturday, November 5, 2011

i dont blame you

i dont like me either

Wednesday, October 26, 2011

trying to be someone

but it's really because
i'm nothing

Saturday, October 22, 2011

you're the reason
im hopeless

but for me, when our eyes meet
i know its mag i c

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

but it felt so r e a l

all bundled

with a voice as raw as yours
and a voice as soft as mine.

you should be careful who you fall for

i need to hear new stories
long talks of words
from nothing to everything
i need new connections
like fire&ice
i need to make new memories
i need to go out and look for them
i know you're out there

some w h e r e ?
how will i find you
little signs
and little things
pretty lights and crystal tears
help me unite & ignite the fires that are dying to shine
the light thats dimmed in my lonely corners
the ones that need to be brightened
take the cold rusty locket
and make it warm
when? how?
where are you

(come find me)

Sunday, October 9, 2011

teach me

in the sea

i can hear you whisper from across the water

i want you bad

i want you here

i want you endlessly

Monday, September 19, 2011

Saturday, September 17, 2011

Sunday, September 11, 2011

its been a while

i just want you to know
that im here
every drop of blood in my body
every aching bone
every scar
every vein
i give
to you

m y self
thats all.


dont go
was all you said
but theres no reason for me to stay.

Sunday, August 14, 2011

i dont blame you
you could do better
im not the best

so you could do better
you did better

Friday, August 12, 2011

it rains here often
and with every drop that sprinkles down
i think of you

i think of you

i could love you forever

when youre torn
ripped apart in two
when youre in a daze
when things go wrong
and everything is hazy
when youre in doubt
when you think youre loosing
when you think its all going down
and then you have a bit of hope
but it lets you down
when you trap yourself in a blue room
to feel comfort
when you wash everything away with tears
when all you want to do is run away.

Saturday, July 30, 2011



i was scared
i was scared to get to know you
i was scared to meet you
i was scared to talk to you

your smile is a reflection of him
you remind me of him
the way he walked
and the way he moved
i was scared
that if i got to know you
i would fall for you
like i fell for him
i was scared i wouldn't be able to let you go
i was scared i wont be able to see you again
i was scared

Thursday, June 23, 2011

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Friday, June 10, 2011

Thursday, June 9, 2011

i've gotten to the point
where i no longer care

i am what you see
i have nothing to hide
im open to anyone who wants to get to know me
im willing to share with you

i'm an open book.

Sunday, June 5, 2011


the fragile part of me


Monday, May 23, 2011


coming back home from and ugly day
feeling pretty

but I've been sober for so long

Friday, May 20, 2011

sometimes its legendary

the one thing i always find myself doing
is falling in love with strangers
& i know some say that its impossible and that what i feel cant possibly be real
it a beautiful rush, a thrill - it really is.
its momentary, its eye catching, its fleeting and swift, and its calm
it doesn't break you and it wont hurt you
it gives you shivers
right then and right there
at the moment
& nothing can happen that would make it bitter
its sincere and its sweet

&then it f a d e s away

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

That moment when a stranger tells you
"You're beautiful"

Sunday, May 15, 2011

not feeling well
physically and emotionally

Saturday, May 7, 2011


sunny day tunes

Pack up - Eliza Doolittle

im trying to care a little less
when you start to have faith in me again
im inspired
and when people start to believe
in m e

i'm inspired
im inspired to do so much

it inspires me to inspire YOU

Friday, May 6, 2011

Monday, May 2, 2011

Sunday, May 1, 2011

what do you want 2 call this feeling?

Attached? Yes
In love? Maybe
Obsessed? No
A life lived with thrill
Is a life filled with sin

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

hi im purple

let the color sink in your veins
find color
hide color
lose color
feel color
control color
mix color

paint with colors
& look for color

try to see

just ok

im losing my fuckingmind

but thats okay

but the desire

when you're here everything is more vivid
the fog in my life seems to be gone
and everything is clear
you increase my senses
its as if i can see more
and i can feel more

but when you leave
i feel



loose heart
words flowing
thoughts singing
eyes shut
soul sinking

simple mind set f r e e

Sunday, April 10, 2011


& when i lost the black ribbon
i lost you.

Friday, April 8, 2011


i secretly hoped you would say
"im not gonna give up"

Thursday, March 31, 2011

cheat on her

new york

l: (you) are beautiful - did you think of me when you were there?
a: and much in synch with your character

& yes i did think of you in the beautiful city, i did.

everything i love
i will eventually lose

(theres no point anymore)

Sunday, March 13, 2011

i wrote you a thousand letters
that i never had the courage to send

& i keep them all in the same black journal

Thursday, March 3, 2011


Saturday, February 26, 2011


the things i forget to remember vs the things i forget to forget

Friday, February 25, 2011


and she whispered
"lie to me, lie to me, just lie to me"

and he said
"you're beautiful"

Saturday, February 19, 2011

i want to create
i want to create something
something beautiful

Monday, February 7, 2011

i need you like
the blood in my veins


we come together
with music on bus rides
we come together
in a room with paint
we come together
in a gallery
we come together
in vintage ruins
we come together
when lights are flashing
we come together
when its raining
we come together
when we need warmth
we come together
when we need a shoulder to cry on
we come together
when we want to open up
we come together
when we just want to sing
we come together

rose petals

your skin and bones have never looked
so beautiful
let the days just slip by
and run down your fingers


lets tip toe on the stars
& creep on the moon
every artist belongs in paris.

Wednesday, January 26, 2011

think of me when skies are grey
think of me when they start to cry
think of me think of me

Friday, January 14, 2011

this is

please remember me

come fly with me

they'll take it from you

hide away
what once was yours