where you want them 2.
Friday, April 30, 2010
Monday, April 26, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
ive never seen you in such a different light
we were two people that exchanged hellos and goodbyes
down the hall
by the lockers
on the streets
at the copy room
and in the work space
so many different rooms&places
it just h i t me
like a fast push through my heart
i knew it wasnt sudden
feelings grow, you know?
but i couldnt believe that this feeling could grow
i love him
as a friend
my heart is getting the best of me
am i in over my head?
he is just a friend..
my heart and mind are showing me that he is more.
i feel more i swear
i know this is it
i know he is it
maybe not someone to spend my life with.
but someones who fufils my needs now.
but as i get closer to him i feel him falling for me.
her name slips gently out of his mouth
& he is calling me?
could it be
mixing me up with his current love?
we need to do this properly
(better left u n said)
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Monday, April 12, 2010
Sunday, April 11, 2010
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Sunday, April 4, 2010
for a small moment i felt high on the stardust & magic that diffuses from his eyes and from his blissful soul.
then just like that i was snapped back to what is reality.
then i remembered that the reality that is sitting right in front of me is my euphoric state of mind .
& that this reality
is the perfect combination
of what i called " junction & perfection"
& that all this is not a dream
this is a reality
i feel him.
i always thought that i was a prisoner to everyones eyes, a prisoner of all sorts.
especially a prisoner of colors
a prisoner in which everyone could tell me what to do
& because of my fragile self
i would do as they please
and take what they give me
& lock it up inside.
but then i remembered him
and how he was right in front of me
and i felt
on this night where the sky was as liquidly as ever
and the stars shined like no other.
i fell into the beauty of everything i saw, the sky and how is seems as though
god spilled blue ink all over & the stars shined and sparkled
like they never have before.
i felt indifferent & cold by the smoke thats coming out of his cigarette
and i felt his beauty sink in between my bones.
& then i became aware of the fact that this moment right here
i have a friend.
finally i don't feel alone with someone
i feel whole with that one person
makes everything seem perfect.
i will no longer wonder those useful thoughts.
i will try making alone not seem lonely anymore
because i can say to myself that i have my own haze of blue
and that color is around me
day & night
my own tint of blue.