Friday, May 28, 2010


"never say goodbye because saying goodbye means going away & going away means forgetting"
-peter pan 

Thursday, May 27, 2010

sand kissed farewell

& tonight she's taking chances, she's gonna take a chance 

making memories out of what she has left.

embracing the last piece of presence she will ever have of 


she will not forget today

she will not forget 

one perfect memory 

of her last day with him

she will not forget

i guarantee 

she will not forget 

because she has to leave it all behind 

she has to leave all of this behind 

one last day with the full moon 

reflecting on the beach 

she will never forget this&him.

shes leaving on a monday.

suddenly between 
and lashes 
i am reminded of why i dont do this:
i fall too quickly 
i dont want you to forget me 

when you leave 
when your gone 
will you write?
or will you call? 
i need a rainy day 


I don’t know what I should like to say: I love you. You are beautiful. Never leave me. 
It seems I hear all of this and yet he says only one word,
my name
or something 
or his laughter 
i only hear one thing
and I realize I have never heard him say it this way before;

because that way feels like a way in which 
he has always been saying. 
& i stop and i understand 
it was never & never will be 
goodbye is enough 

the last thing was 
“Goodbye,” I whispered at last, when it no longer matters, and there is no one to hear it 
but the window.


i wish i could tell you 
i wish i could tell you
i wish i could tell you 
i wish i could tell you

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

spin around & loose control of your buttons

pick up

pass me the phone 
its time for a conversation 
I am a metaphor 


without you i feel:
& incredibly lonely 

with you i feel:
i feel alive 
but still incredibly lonely 

it doesnt make any sense 

i will cherish you

you're the best thing i never knew i needed 

because everything seems right

my only relief is to sleep. when i’m sleeping, i’m not sad, i’m not angry, i’m not lonely, i’m nothing.

soft music for your heart&soul

Dream - Priscilla Ahn 

the s t a r s smiled down on me
god answered in silent reverie. 
i said a prayer and fell asleep. 

Tuesday, May 25, 2010


whatever i want it to be.

love can be whatever i want it to be
no one can tell me 
what love feels like and how and when to love
love is whatever i think it is 
and what i want it to be 
not what you tell me it is supposed to be.
my feelings 
not yours 
i love 
you dont. 


You amaze me 
you inspire me 
you make me 
you can break me 
you move me 

you love me 
& i do 2

im here, always.

my world revolves around your soul. 
plastic spoons 
lets collect spoons. 


i swear baby

im ready. 


the simple things get the best of me.

talk is cheap

their words mean
n o t h i n g

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

it feels up the empty spaces inside

if that is what a dream is supposed to do 
then i dream of being with you 

(& they make you feel whole)

Monday, May 17, 2010

Accro à tes sens, je frise l’effervescence

hooked on your senses, im on the verge of turmoil

hi im a


lets be wallflower friends?

Thursday, May 13, 2010

i feel as if

i dont mean anything to anyone anymore. 

whatever this is

Wednesday, May 12, 2010



its always better

to keep to yourself

(people are people)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

oh my

his smile
his laugh
his smile

he makes my heart flutter
and his smile makes my day

("everytime you smile i smile")


just thoughts

just a txt away

we found a way to communicate
dont let that go
to loose the way


don't leave when i push you away, that's when i need you the most.

whats going on?

this cant be happening
i cant keep on like this

i promise 
i didnt do anything wrong.. 

Sunday, May 9, 2010

very very

new tunes 4your soul.

so let go , yeah let go. 
just get in 
oh its amazing here 
it's alright 
cause there's beauty in the breakd o  w n 

bend & break

it was all a big mistake 

Saturday, May 8, 2010

i need to feel you.

&your breeze


she always falls inlove way 2 fast, maybe because she has so much love to give?


i love you. 
today you are loved. 

when you read this, know that there is one person who loves you. 
smile :) 


dont underestimate her 
shes not me.. 

Thursday, May 6, 2010


the red light, turns green after a while 
& your off

takecare, miss me 
cause i know ill miss you

it hit me hard

i so didnt see this coming. 

ill miss you.
just stay please stay. 

you were right

people always leave. 

Saturday, May 1, 2010

thank you god.

my 11:11 wish last night 
was grey skies 
& a conversation with you. 

grey skies check
rain check 
you check 

hold on 2 wtv you have left.

we all wait for something 

everyone waits 

everything will be alright

talk to me.. 
i told you before and ill tell you now 

im your person.