remember this, jan17

"Reserved Parking

Thank You"

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thats why i kissed you

but with you

i feel nothing+alive

at the same time.

dark

this is it

tip toes

on grave yards

flesh on fire

lips lit from matches

a walking sin

from a dark place

ill let you touch my skin

ill let you break my bones

so beautiful

so ethereal

the ride&stuff

touching your hands

be good to me

i think this means

together.

my only comfort zone; gone.

blood is just red body fluid

it doesn't mean a thing to me

it never meant a thing to me

& kinship is just a word.

but no, wait.

take her away

here's the water

take it

cold as ice

looking down

your sinful hands

running through her insides

she speaks softly to my ears

expressions & her dull eyes

he was

feeling me

merging every inch of desire

tickles in my soul

what more could i ask for

what more could she need

what more could she want

wash it away

wash it all away

the ice between his nails

and the water thats sliding down

his finger tips

slowly cleansing

but i did it all for your honor.

i dont remember

blurry

it was all hazy

smoke

hazy

i haven't felt so vulnerable

take it all away

pass me the phone

the bottle is done

my insides are intoxicated

your sharp canines

touching my lace

i cant do this anymore

i want you

i kept saying

i want you

everything was escalating

blowing the fuse

sensor things

sensor everything

this is all wrong

your eyes are too fragile

ill tell you

ill tell you how you crept through my spine

ill tell you about the grip

ill tell you about how i can hear your blood, run down my fingers.

the sounds of the bass

and the sound of you saying my name

my endless sighs

sensors

pitch black

i wake up, on your roof

it was cold in december

but

now i have you

&your body

&the candles

&the music

this is my trip

this is me and you

this is us.

cornered bruise

it was

ripping through my skin

slowly devouring my bones

& opening up every dry crease on my lips

you're digging in

its bleeding down

salt my wounds

& no one was there

& no one could hear

my screams

my raging screams

please stop the pain

lay me down in your

warm arms

& i'll whisper

please stop

whatever it takes

wrapped in lights

playing with stars

because maybe if i shine

you'll notice me