Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
i wouldn't have let you go.
I wont let go.
I miss the old you, but the new you isn't so bad.
You make me feel partially complete.
Your presence & vibe was empowering.
It still is.
Sit with me, and lets talk about life.
Sit with me, and lets sing.
Sit with me, and lets draw.
Be my friend.
My shade of purple.
[your the reason why i put pride in my art]
Saturday, January 23, 2010
11:56pm- insecureities kick in
11:58pm- cold, cold.
4:43pm- happy, smiles.
4:45pm- simple, aesthetics being discovered.
4:50pm- sleepy, txting.
5:06pm- very very sleepy.
8:25pm- thinking of him, his beauty & his eyes.
9:09pm- thinking about stupid things that will never happen.
9:52pm- sleepy, talked to you. happy.
2:11pm: sleepy, feeling fat.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
dont you hate it when you hear something you don't want to hear?
but you have to hear it, because you need to know.
because you have to know.
& when you hear it, you wished you'd never heard it, but you had to hear it.
when i heard it.
i lost it inside, i tried to hold it back while she was there but when she left i fell & broke down into tears.
it must be something big, if thats what your thinking.
But its not something big at all.
to you maybe.
but to me it was my pride, my happiness. something that i called my own, something that i was proud of having & in the end i knew that it wasn't just mine, it was hers too.
& you know she doesn't deserve it, she doesn't know how to handle it.
it hurts more, because i know how to and i know what to do.
but that person is just not going too, that person is going to act, and put on a show.
that one thing, was mine.
i was real.
that thing was my friend.
it beats, and beats.
all this time i thought that the only reason it does, is because of you.
you make it race, you make it slow down.
but it doesnt beat for you, my heart is not for you.
false love. love one big allusion.
i dont need your love
& if thats what you are doing, if thats love.
then i dont want to be in love
my heart deserves someone else.
my heart beats dont only revolve around you.
Monday, January 11, 2010
Saturday, January 9, 2010
Friday, January 8, 2010
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
i need you right now, just as much as i need the rain.
make my day or fill me with pain.
just make me feel
your presence is missing.
you are missing
i am missing
do you miss me?
(oh the pleasure that would bring to me)
because i need just a little rain, i need the rain i want the rain.
i love the rain just as much as i love you.