Sunday, August 29, 2010

brush it off&enjoy

i dont think ill every be good enough 
& that scares me 

they fill your head

youre thoughts get lost in all the chaos
but they always find their way back

ill always come back
& you'll always creep back
its a cycle


its always the little things that i miss the most. 

youre better than them

dont let anyone bring you down 
smile & walk away 

try it.

Saturday, August 28, 2010

we're getting closer

i just need closure 

here you go

i can do whatever i want

late at night 

it h i t s me 
this is my life. 

i can be whoever i want to be 
no one can control me but me

tick tock

i'll wait for you to come around 
because i know if you were me 
you'd wait 2

dont be afraid

its always worth asking 
someone to stay 
you never know the answer 
might be y e s.

just white

& then one day 
you'll find yourself in this room 
with this state of mind 
you'll feel free 
but you'll be trapped 

& you realize 
you're lost in white petals 
white rose petals 
and you sink in.. 
& you embrace this state of mind. 
& you'll never want it to fade away

Sunday, August 15, 2010

im hiding 
come find me

zzz there's my splash

bold bright light

we wont fade 
we both know it 
just like the stars 
we're both here 
to stay 

without you its dead

your like the smoke to my cigarette 

be careful

dont care so much for one person 
you'll forget about yourself 

love vs obsession 
call me miss dont care. 


& its a splash 
a beautiful splash of color 
like a rainbow 
wonderful color s p l a s h 

Saturday, August 7, 2010

Friday, August 6, 2010

im just an ordinary girl 

not a waste of time

didnt know where i was 

i found my way 
and im on the perfect path 
a new light 
call me luxe 

where are you going with this?

missing everything 
but loving my new everything 
i am miss nothing 
wanting everything 

hold onto to something 
letting go of one thing