4rayne

I don’t know what I should like to say: I love you. You are beautiful. Never leave me. 

It seems I hear all of this and yet he says only one word,

my name

or something 

or his laughter 

i only hear one thing

and I realize I have never heard him say it this way before;

because that way feels like a way in which 

he has always been saying. 

& i stop and i understand 

it was never & never will be 

goodbye is enough