could he.

What if he can change? what if he can & what if this is what she needed to make that change.That one tiny little thing.

What if I lose the guy I wanted to spend the rest of my life with and I didn’t have too?

What if he really did need to clear everything in his head. 

What if it took an ugly situation full of lies and deceit to see the best in what he had… 

Not everyone is perfect. Come to think off it no one is perfect. 

We all make mistakes. 

Right?

I mean right?

Wow. Its just my heart is too big. I’m fucked. I’m fucked. I’m fucked. someone please help me. I just don’t want to feel this pain anymore. 

God help me. 

this pain and hurt is killing me.